Love Letters =)

Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.

ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

-Beethoven to his beloved :)

I really really love this letter.. i hope one day someone can show me as much love as he has shown his love <3>

The Hague 1713

I am a prisoner here in the name of the King;
they can take my life, but not the love that I feel for you.

Yes, my adorable mistress, to-night I shall see you, if I had to put my head on the block to do it.

For heaven's sake, do not speak to me in such disastrous terms as you write; you must live and be cautious; beware of Madame your mother as of your worst enemy.

What do I say?

Beware of everybody; trust no one; keep yourself in readiness, as soon as the moon is visible; I shall leave the hotel incognito, take a carriage or a chaise, we shall drive like the wind to Sheveningen; I shall take paper and ink with me; we shall write our letters.

If you love me, reassure yourself; and call all your strength and presence of mind to your aid; do not let your mother notice anything, try to have your pictures, and be assured that the menace of the greatest tortures will not prevent me to serve you.

No, nothing has the power to part me from you; our love is based upon virtue, and will last as long as our lives.

Adieu, there is nothing that I will not brave for your sake; you deserve much more than that.

Adieu, my dear heart!

Arout
(Voltaire)


I love these letters =)
xoxo

- K

9-22-09

This look is hot fire! I'd def rock it to a party!


Websites I find interesting:
http://www.ashadedviewonfashion.com/
http://www.fashionista.com/
http://www.fashionologie.com/
http://stylebubble.typepad.com/
http://www.showstudio.com/blog/

I enjoyed the Jaeger London show - Spring 2010.
All pieces I would definitely rock.

Side Note: I just saw my future boo. He's really cute and caring. I really can't wait till we get to spend one on one time together. I really like him but I can't show him yet. It's too early. It is pouring rain today which makes it kinda gloomy here but I love the rain. it is the strangest comfort. Maybe not the being wet part but the glow of the wet rain on the pavement always is comforting to me. Raindrops are really interesting like raining crystals. I will post a more suitable blog entry later. I am between classes right now so you understand.
Ta Ta Darlings.

Top Shop's Unique Show - Spring 2010 - September 21, 2009
- I absolutely love the tights!!!

Tommy Hilfiger 2010 Spring Runway show.

I absolutely love this look it's so Studio 54! It is reminiscent of Halston. I really love this. I would rock it with 6 inch heels =) If I had a time machine, I would go to Studio 54 to hang with Andy Warhol!!

This foto reminds me of times where I felt lonely and then I realized I am never alone. I always have something to live for. When i look at this foto, I think of Me, Myself and I - By Billie Holiday =)

Websites I found interesting:

http://www.newyorktimes.com/

http://www.nylonmag.com/

http://thesartorialist.blogspot.com/

Shows I feel are watch worthy:

Kourtney and Khloe take miami

Drop Dead Diva

My Antonio ( lolz sorry I love trashy TV lmao)

Songs I am currently listening to:

Me, Myself and I - Billie Holiday

Empire State of Mind - Jay Z ft. Alicia Keys

Miles Davis - Freddie Freeloader

A Tribe Called Quest - Electric Relaxation

Common- I use to love H.E.R.

Side Note: I love this dress from TOP SHOP!!! I Absolutely want it!

9-21-09

It's weird so much has changed in less than a week. The guy that i mentioned in the previous blog entry basically pissed himself out of my life. He became a bugaboo and for what? He doesn't really like me. He just likes what i can do for him and how i look physically. I'm tired of guys like that. I am not even looking for love but geez can someone just get to know me for a change? I have developed feelings for this guy I met on my birthday. I really like him which is strange because I haven't found someone I geniunely liked in a long time. I just hope I don't let fear get in the way. I am reluctant to let him close because I sense he may not be ready for a woman like me. Only time will tell. Tonight I am looking forward to Greek, Gossip Girl and Melrose Place. Probably won't get to see them all but I am looking forward to watching them. This is it for now.
Ta Ta Darlings =)

Side note: More and more I realize that I'm highly analytical. I analyze everything to death. I should just let things happen and not make a pros and cons list for once lol.

9-15-09

My life seems to be a a weird place right now. There aren't many constants. Everything is always changing and evolving. Thoughts are always streaming through my mind. I keep thinking of the last time i was with him. The last time he held me and told me I looked so sexy and how he missed me. He was still not truly mine. He was some other girl's a nameless girl i couldn't even picture. Though ironically, her picture was in his phone. He told me that I was the best and he missed me. It had been 6 months since we've seen each other. But i couldn't help but wonder did he miss the sex or me? It was so hard to let him go. He is gorgeous and everything i would want in a guy physically but his personality and his values were seriously lacking. In a fantasy world, I would be his girl. Unofficial or Official.. just didn't matter. What mattered was that i was with him and he wanted me. He wanted me in his life but I couldn't be his girl. It would be beneath me. I didn't deserve to be with a guy who would cheat on me.

side note : I LOVE.... that episode of Sex and the City where Miranda fakes a sonogram =) Her face is priceless.